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Glow In The Dark
03:08
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It's easy to feel nothing
To let nothing feel so big
But in that bigness there's a weight
And it’s crushing, it’s crushing
It’s harder to just feel it
To be present and just notice
Like waves of pain just rushing in, but leaving just as soon
A wave will never crush you
It might knock you down
But in the water you are floating
And forced to learn to swim
So then when you are stronger
And that big waves coming in
You’ll know how to dive under
And avoid getting pushed down
You can glow in the dark
If that’s what you wish to do
Or you can blend in with the flora
That is ok too
You are safe
And you are whole
As you are
Right now
Love yourself
So strongly
Deep down
You know how
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Revisiting
02:17
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We keep revisiting the same points at different distances
For our whole lives
All we can do is try to keep filling ourselves full of light and holding space
I watch a firefly and I wish I could buzz through the sky
Our perception is a cloud passing by
Making space as we identify
Animals in the sky
I must remember the lines I’ve drawn
I only drew them to move on
I must remember the lines I’ve drawn
I only drew them to move on
We keep revisiting the same points at different distances
For our whole lives
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Not Dead Yet
02:17
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Remind myself that I’m not dead
Take time just to sit, just to witness it
I can treat my bedroom like a fertile womb
Transform the way I frame it, not decomposing in a tomb
I’ll define myself with words that are kind
If I can be nice to you I can be nice to me too
My heart is pumping blood out
My lungs are pulling in
My hair is splitting at the ends
My lips are curling to a grin
Take a walk by myself
See the lights, feel refreshed
Everything will start again
You are everyone you’ve ever been
You’ve ever been
You’ve ever BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
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Clear Blue Sky
02:10
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I’m feeling like a stable piece of glass
Aware that it can smash
I’m catching colors anyway
Reflecting light and looking back
Not worried for what we lack
I carry weight that feels ok
Still I feel weightless as a clear blue sky after the rain has cleared
It is fleeting but I know that it's real
Reflect the light as it turns back
Waves quiet to a distant crash
The water will come back again
If I could just give up control
And trust what I don’t know
I would surrender to the unknown
Then I’d feel weightless as the clear blue sky after the rain has cleared
I’d be free, and I’d know that it’s real
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5. |
Little Lost
02:26
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I woke up sad today
Lump in my belly won't go away
Transitions are bittersweet
Should I stay or repeat
I don’t have much to offer you
I am just a little lost
I am just a little lost
Brains a mess sky is blue
All I can think about is you
Unbearable broken heart
I’m completely falling apart
I don’t have much to offer you
I am just a little lost
I am just a little lost
Take me back to oregon I want to feel your skin on my skin
Take me back to oregon I want to feel your skin on my skin
I am just a little lost
I am just a little lost
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Storm Inside
03:26
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I will remember the softness of sky
And the craters that sink into the deep earth
Saltwater in my hair and freckles on my lips
Wild ginger and eucalyptus
I ache to show you what I’m seeing with my eyes
But I’m still glowing with fears you won't approve
So maybe by the first of the year
I'll be settled I’ll have begun to heal
Maybe by the first of the year
I’ll have drained the last of all my tears
But I am still a storm inside
I am still a storm inside
I am still a storm inside
I am still a storm inside
A quick call unveils this fragile happiness
I am still a storm inside
Are you just a wave that rolled through
Or are you as constant as the setting sun
So maybe by the first of the year
I'll be settled I’ll have begun to heal
Maybe by the first of the year
I’ll have drained the last of all my tears
But I am still a storm inside
I am still a storm inside
I am still a storm inside
I am still a storm inside
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7. |
Nobody Knows
04:17
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You say it sounds like a windstorm on the phone
I'm just laying low
You explain that your tired
I’m the 20th person you’ve talked to today
The 20th person you’ve talked to today
And we’re all just hanging on
And we’re all just giving what we’ve got
Cause Nobody knows how this goes
How this goooooooooes
Nobody knows
How this goes, how this goes
I’ll rely on distraction
I’ll watch every flower bloom
Everything's a disaster
It's a miracle I can leave my room
A miracle just to leave my room
And we’ll free ourselves from the lie
Of a future that we have to buy
Cause Nobody knows how this goes
How this goooooooooes
Nobody knows
How this goes, how this goes
Cause Nobody knows how this goes
How this goooooooooes
Nobody knows
How this goes, how this goes
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